We’re Both Straight, Right?
Bookreview / November 16, 2015

We’re Both Straight, Right? is a novel by Jamie Fessenden. What do you do when your best friend proposes to do porn with you on camera for money? And what happens when you start seeing your best friend in a totally different light afterwards? What if you want more than just friendship? Zack and Larry have been best friends since high school and are now college roommates. Someday Larry finds out that guys are getting paid to have sex on camera. Thinking it will be easy money he wants to do the same. And he asks his best friend Zack to join him, and maybe even do a scene together…. It takes some time for Zack to accept the thought, but finally he agrees. But then Larry proposes to ‘practice’ a few times before the real thing. They start of by only looking at each other during masturbation, but slowly work their way up through a whole list of sexual things to do. After a few days Zack starts seeing Larry in a completely different light. He might even be falling in love with the guy, but what does he need to do about it? Will Larry feel the same…

Rock Rod Studios Presents
Bookreview / November 15, 2015

Rock Rod Studios Presents is a series by Emory Vargas and is all about Alex and his first steps on the gay for pay path. In total there are three parts in the series, each about 20 to 30 pages long, so it provides for a quick read. So far I have read two of them, but they don’t do much for me. It is exactly as you would describe a sexual fantasie for a young gay boy. In the first part ‘Alex Undone‘ we meet up with young Alex as he enters the studio where his first gay for pay shoot is about to happen. He has no idea what to expect and is very very nervous. He answered an add on Craigslist and ended up accepting this unusual job. The first thing Alex sees when he enters the studio is Peter, the very hot and very tattooed administrative assistant. Peter manages to calm Alex down a bit and makes sure he is ready for what is coming. When Alex returns from some mind blowing sex, he is in no state to go home alone. Peter ends up taking him home and taking care of him until he comes…

Ethan in Gold – Johnnies #3
Bookreview / May 31, 2015

Ethan in Gold is part 3 in the Johnnies series by Amy Lane. Once again we learn more about one of the stars at Johnnies and the life they have outside of porn. At a very young age Evan Costa learned that love is never unconditional and that you should learn to make do with what you get instead of what you want. His mother is very controlling and that makes the whole family suffer. Never once is he touched lovingly by anyone and that leaves deep scars. But when Evan becomes Ethan and works as a porn model for Johnnies he gets exactly what he wants. Lots of physical contact and love, or as close as possible to it. For now he is happy with what he gets. Until he meets Jonah Stevens, who works at the local pet store. Jonah has done nothing in his life but help other people and is very shy about his body. He has almost no confidence in himself. He looks at Evan like a man, not as a porn star. Ethan looks at Jonah like a kindred spirit, but not as relationship material. He would never be good enough for Jonah and…

Dex in Blue – Johnnies #2
Bookreview / May 31, 2015

Dex in Blue is part 2 in the Johnnies series and plays out in the same background as Chase in Shadow, part 1. Ten years ago, David Worral had it al. But because of some freak accident he lost it all and ran away. He is now Dex, who works at Johnnies. He started off as a pornstar, but is now right hand to the owner and the guy who takes care of everything, basically running the company. One night, he meets Kane, who is also working at the business, but looses his house and is looking for a place to stay. Dex offers him a bed for a few nights, just until he finds something else. What could be the harm in that? Kane is a big and muscular guy, but very very friendly indeed. But then one thing leads to another and the two boys end up in bed together. They find they fit together very much and can’t live without each other any more. But both guys have troubled pasts and must learn to live with that and their past. Will they be able to heal each other and find love together? I also liked part 2…

Chase in Shadow – Johnnies #1
Bookreview / May 30, 2015

Chase in Shadow is part 1 in the Johnnies series by Amy Lane and is all about the world of gay for pay. Straight boys who go gay for money and do things they would never do in real life. Or would they? Chase Summers seems to be the perfect boy. Nice girlfriend, plenty of friends and a good future ahead of him. But he wants to do special things for his girlfriend and that costs money. So one day he decides to answer an add for Johnnies, a gay porn movie house. They pay him plenty of money to have sex on film and on the internet and nobody has to know about it. But when the job starts, Chase realises he has feelings inside of him that he never wanted to admit. And when he meets Tommy Halloran on set, all those feelings come out with a vengeance. But if he wants to be with Tommy he will have to leave his girlfriend and tell everyone the truth about him. Will he be able to do that and will everyone understand what he feels inside. Chase is getting more and more desperate until one night he does something…